Pope Benedict's reflection from Last Sunday March 7 on conversion actually applies well to today's Gospel from Luke Chapter 15 -- the parable of the Prodigal Son.
When I wrote about the parable yesterday, I mentioned that after we stray from God, what often sends us back to Him is simply the desire for survival. We know that we cannot so much as have life without God. In order to get to that point though, some of us must hit what is called in modern vernacular "bottom," or "rock bottom." At that point only one of two things can happen: 1) despair, or 2) conversion.
Said the Holy Father on March 7:
God likewise shows himself in various ways in each of our lives. To be able to recognize his presence, however, we must approach him with an awareness of our wretchedness and with deep respect. Otherwise we would make ourselves incapable of encountering him and entering into communion with him.
Sometimes the way we get to a place like that, where we are aware of our wretchedness, is by hitting "bottom." And it is nothing that the Father directly wills. Hitting bottom is a natural consequence of seeking our happiness without Him.
He says later:
... God does not reveal himself to those in whom are entrenched self-sufficiency and frivolity but rather to those who are poor and humble before him.
And:
With regard to sin, God shows himself to be full of mercy and never fails to remind sinners to avoid evil, to grow in love for him and to offer practical help to our neighbour in need, to live the joy of grace and not to go towards eternal death.
However, the possibility of conversion demands that we learn to read the events of life in the perspective of faith, animated, that is, by holy fear of God. In the presence of suffering and bereavement, the true wisdom is to let ourselves be called into question by the precarious state of existence and to see human history with the eyes of God who, desiring always and only the good of his children, through an inscrutable design of his love sometimes permits us to be tried by suffering in order to lead us to a greater good.
God respects our decisions to depart from Him just as the father of the prodigal son did. Upon his experience of great suffering and bereavement after venturing far from home, the son did not blame his father for failing to intercede and protect him. The son rather recognized that his suffering was a result of his decisions and no one else's.
So with us. Only by ceasing to blame God and recognizing our own imperfections can we recognize our need for God. And He does not hold back when we do.
